Sheena AkA Naz
19th July 1986
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End of all 4 papers! So proud of myself cos i manage to finish all 4! haha...To moi, e papers r hard manz! haha. Cos i din study enuff. All e last min work is jus rubbish. But eh...4get it. Muahaha...enuff is enuff! Exam results gonna b out on 6 Oct i heard. So, i shall enjoy 1 mth of bookless moments N find myself again manz. =)

Yest aft paper went to tutor my peer stds at sch lib. Woah. a few of dem at lst, den in e end focused on 1 std. Haha. Tutored Organic n BioChem. i hate tt sub by e way. But nvm, they needed more. So i went. Forgot alot but manage to explain la. Taught her till abt 8. Wanted to go out, but mind was fused. so went hm. Rest n played guitar till 2am.

N Guess wad i did today?

I cleared my notes! Haha. Wanted to chug everytink aside but i cant stand e sight of e notes...haha. so i decided to clear it. Took a big basket, put e recycle plastic bags over it, and start throwing stuffs. I even saw lyk my sec sch books lar. wonder y i kept dem for. A whole cupboard of it. So i jus threw dem. Let dem be of better use. Let them be recycled. =) Cleared my notes in files and such too. Much neater nw. i dun see my notes everywhere le.

Den fren called ard 2. We arranged to meet at 4. I was um..late. Den went to acc. him do his stuffs. Aft, we went over to PP. Slack n walk n play till 7+. Took a ride to TM, bought movie tix for a 9.50 show and went to grab a bite be4 goin in. We bought tix for "The Cave". Dumb dumb show manz. haha. Its abt some explorers wanting to search for some cave and they went in, saw weird creatures tt attacks dem cos they were food to dem. And e creatures were actually mutants of pple n stuff. 1 of their fren got killed, was turned into 1 and start killing them too. In e end, they din kill e creatures, n they onli aim to get out of tt place and e dumb tink is tt they became slight mutants too cos they got scratched or sth. =.= Another dumb tink is also tt e place tt they managed to survive was so near to the surface of e water. And e creatures nv went out be4 lyk they did. =.=lll Nvm. haha. The effects were ok lar.

Aft e show was ard 12am le. mum was nagging too le. So fren cabbed me hm le.

Duno if i shld go sch tml. Alot to do still. Nw comes CCA stuff...HAIZ...hope everytink gonna turn out rite...got a bad hunch or wad lor...shitz....ANd if TIFF u r reading tis, sorry to remind u but pls do wad u hav to do and present it by mon. Come for practises too. tis is jus a gentle reminder. Dun joke too much wif me on these stuffs okie? Sometimes is finez, but nt too often. Cos it might get in moiz. Thx....muackz. Really afraid tt everytink wun work out so i get worked up on bad attitudes or heck-care replies sometimes tho' i noe u all might not mean it.

Haiz, i noe there will always be dull and low periods when in preparations for such stuffs but it cant be avoided. Hope i get support rather than cold shoulders and disapprovals...practises might seem mundane and meaningless if ur mindset has alr been fixed wif a boring image. Its lyk wad some pple say, we plan and decide hw we think our day will be. If we wake up early in e morn, and say, " wah raoz, today sux la...", den it will be sucky. If we tink optimistically, and say " today will be a gr8 day!", we alr start our day RIGHT. So tink positively. Nothin willl be gained when we jus sit ard and do nth. Omg..wad m i doin...crapz.

Tons to do...i can really put of more load when i step down..shucks...wad a life.

i wanna practise my guitar....i need to...been so slow in learning songs cos my conc. pwr is not there...eekz...

Impt events coming up:

1) Music camp 05 (19/9)

2) Family concert (29/10)

Zzzzzzzz....Not enuff slp...*yawnz*

whoa...struggle thru 3 outta 4 papers...my god...is e bio clock of e world speeding up or wad? so FAST man..lolz...everyday reach hm rush lyk crazy. Dun get e wrong idea. Not rush to revise or study. Its rush to FINISH reading thru. Oh manz. Hahaz. Tis is 1 pathetic sem. i come to know for e fact tt seriously i m taking less than a day to study a whole sem's work. Cos its the FIRST time i m reading thru' e notes n i was gonna take those papers the next day LAR. haha. Nvm.

HGD was disappointing cos its lyk easy..to me lar..but i made lotsa careless mistakes. Shuckz.
Immu was surprisely OK. Immu was lyk my most stressed up sub lar. i lyk studyin it. But i totally dislike taking the exams for it. So heavy lor...memorise and stuff. Yuckz. Nvm. End of tis sem. Heard fren say 3rd yr or wad got similar sub...blehz. i refuse to believe. Gonna create my OWN truth. There ISN't such a tink. i m NOT gonna take sth RELATED to IMMU. haha.

i was lyk breathing so hard each time i saw a new qn 2day lar. lolx.

tml is APLMOL...sianz...stuck now. Duno wad to study. Duno HOW to study. SUx. abt 12 chapz or more..dunoz..sian sian sian. jia youz...needa meditate again..*ohmz*

shld i go out tml? i duno. aft sch still tutoring my ex-peer stds cos they say v blur wif the new chaps tcher tot. Where's MY peer tutor den? *demandz*

shld i work? i wan. i need to. but seems lyk there's no time. i wan find job tat has shiftjob maybe. or those temp jobs. cos i seriously got a tight schedule. i can onli rush down for work everytime aft my stuff if i take on fixed hours job. And i HATE being late for work. Boss always giv tt U-betta-watch-out look. lolx.

See hw. Tinking shld i go for e interview tis thur at secret recipe. V normal pay. $5/hr. But job not i find wan la. Fren find and as me wan to join anot. Shld i? haiz. Duno even noe if i can even commit to tis simple job.

Shitty issue. blehz. Gao dim tml 1st.

woohoo! 1 down baby! MSTII over...yeah. =)

Antho i made mistakes here n dere n...TOOPID 72!!! (only jess noe really WHY) sheesh...haha..@$#@$ The paper was lyk so rushed lar! I dun even haf time to check thru ONCE lor! Wah raoz. And jess do so fast...make me kan jiong onli..haha..got 6 MAIN qns lar...n many sub-qns. It was a 2hr paper. Aft 1 hr, i was still at my 3rd qn. And jess was lyk at the 5th?!?! hah...den i kanjiong, tried writing fast den end up scribbling till i cant even c wad i write.haha..so gotta rewrite. =.= At lyk a few min be4 2hrs's up, i jus finished. Before i can check, time's up. Bleahz. Alr giv marks away le...cos of carelessness. tis trait of mine nv left me. Teach me how to get rid of it n i will b much thankful to u...hah.

oh oh, n if u read my last entry i said sth abt not complicating stuffs n tink simple. I saw a tricky integration qn n i had absolutely no time le. i tried e 1st time n was lyk doing it n getting frustrated at the same time cos it was lyk getting so messy. i skipped e qn n went on 1st. 5min later, i took a deep breath n told myself tt tis qn shld b ez...told myself to tink simple..tink of simple solutions to go abt solving it..n tada! i got saw e solution rite in front of my eyes! haha..i duno y...it jus seemed ez for tt qn aft tt. haha. =) goes to show tt tis theory workz~ (,")

wadever..its over..i noe it'll nv b an AD or sth gr8 but nvm..over~ ha.

SAD!!! 3 more to go! *whinex* YyY? Haiyo...still got 3 full memorising heavy subs..n onli 2 days..hw to start sia? Immu got 16chaps. AMB abt 12 chaps, HGD 10 chapz...yucks...tink tml i shall chiong AMB n abit of immu n HGD..whoa...seems alot..hmmz..maybe tml browse thru AMB, read up immu front part and HGD back few chapz...haha..if i manage to conc tt is.

Sun got steamboat! Mum inviting frenz....darnz...fancy at tis time...haha..i dun care! i wil enjoy..haha..wanna come, peepz? hahaha...umz..but i wanna study too..lolx..

oh yar, managed to load music to tis page...Ai hen jian dan..lyk tis song since last time...ehz..but gonna change blogskin le lar i tink..haha..maybe in e meantime, shld jus load diff songs for diff feel..lolx..

Another tink...Ian send me E-card lor!!!! haha.. i tink he sent it lyk a yest but i din check..lolx..i got a SHOCK manZ! haha..Ian Wong from SDAR lor..my god..i tot he wun do such tinks even if he had lyk tons of freetime lar. or maybe i nv knew he was such a person. haha. Maybe he did tt to EVERY1..or maybe to most students he knew, i duno...dun feel tt there's a need to noe...but ehz..jus surprising. haha..tt blockhead..lolx...pengz.

~guitar guitar guitar~ lalala~ books~pukex pukex pukex~

Tml's fri, e 9th of Sept! Start of exams. MSTII tml worz...

tis moment, i m listenin to music, bloggin n chatting. Sounds cool eh? Haha. Jus wanna keep myself calm...or maybe i m a lil' too calm 4 nw. Ha.

woke late tis morn. Jer happen to walk me up tis morn, cos he wan come my hse study. Called at 10+. i still slping. den put down fone, cont to slp. lolx. Den aft lyk 1 hr den i wake, go bathe n slack in front of tv. Awhile later, he came. I went to eat my lunch. hahaha...opx.

Onli started at 1+. Den cos i happen to on mu comp. (temptation!) i showed him e 3 short video clips of russell peters series tt tiff sent me yest. And he buai tahan, dl e whole video in my comp. den we watch..-.- haha.

Only started maths at lyk abt 4. Haha..he alr start duno hw long le. haha. Did abit. Finally can solve e 2 qns integration qns tt has been bugging me for a day frm e past exam paper. Diaoz...its lyk...EASY...and i m DUMB. diaoz. But din do much still lar. Jer went back at abt 6. I started playing guitar at 6.30. Played till 7.30. Went to eat dinner. cont playing guitar till 10. Right aft i came online n bloggin now. Duno wad's happen. I m scared for tml. But i jus wan to do others tinks. Hmmz, hope i can haf abit of luck, hope most do too..den can smoothly score for e paper. =.=

Just to remind myself and if u guys R interested.

tml - MSTII

Mon- Human Genetics & Diseases

Tue - Immunology

Wed- Applied molecular microbiology

did u listen to 93.3fm? A dj asked a qn. Actually say out works better lar. But nvm,

if 1 =5, 2=25, 3= 125, 4= 625, den 5= wad? Guess guess....
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Wad's ur ans? wad values u got? Or cant solve? the ans is...........1! Cos if alr say at the start of e qn, 1=5, so 5=1! haha...tis is not qian bian qn. jus a qn to let u noe tt sometimes we jus hafta tink simple. Slowly analyse e qn and not try to tink too complex...try not to make everytink so complicated and e ans may jus be rite in front of u...=)

woah! time really flies! i din realize my last entry was lyk days ago. hahaz.

so, immuno pract was over too as well. was over on last fri actually, abit outdated here. it sux lar. cos i fell aslp w/o studyin tt day so end up i got all e calculations wrong..which wa lyk abt 1/2 e qns in e paper? well, wadever. haha. anyway, stayed back for AMB lect jus to noe my marks accumulated so far...haha..was average la. Main objective of tt day was to bring tiff go cut her hair and trim my hair n dye it properly as well cos i kept overlapping my base color wif different color highlights till abit chapalang. haha. But be4 tt went over to toa payoh wif jer n tiff 1st cos appt. was 1+ and it was still early. hmm.

Went over n i trim my hair 1st. Den i dye it duno wad brown to call it but it turned out ok. haha. So i look more guai now. haha..Tiff dyed her hair lyk a lighter brown than mine. She lar, dun listen to me lar! tell her tt the color will turn out lighter den she insist no. End up really lighter. Haha...but anyway, she was lyk screaming away cos it onli cost $30 for her n its cheap lar. haha. Buai tahan her. haha. Aft, we jus went off to meet our fren etc. Went hm ard 11+.

Sat went for yellow ribbon walk wif shiya. Met NPS gina n shihmin they few too. reached sch by 6.30am..peng...slpt at bus stop while waiting for shiya. haha. Den went over to changi n walk started by 9. Walked till 11 lyk tt...phew...aft went to eat wif yaz, den went hm. Was suppose to meet fren but end up i slpt thru. hahaz. Den sotong also got ask wan go K, but i cant make it. Next week kkz? haha...

So i actually slacked till now. Den trying to really start. but I noe its damn hard lar. Jus tired n i DUNO hw to start worz. So much to read up, so much to practise. And its goin to be Goin to be WEDNESDAY alr!!! My god, jus feel so dumb now. Haha.

Today tiff and jer came over to study. We all did maths….started on it and all feel so dumb too lar, cos lyk totally forgot hw to do le lor. Wad integration? Wad Z-test, t-test, chi-square, F-test, ANOVA, wah raoz..dun understand. Yi qiao bu tong lor. Pengz.

Online only, my fren came to chat wif me. Den nick was lyk sth tt he feels lyk quitting course. I was lyk sian diao lor. So jus chat normally. And I told him to change his nick cos it might hav an impact on me. He just said tt I WAS the 1 who influenced him lar. Cos I once told him tt the withdrawal form from my sch office seems v tempting. Diaoz. He said aft I said it, the next day when he acc. His fren go submit stuff, he saw the form from his sch department, and he wanted to take it too. =.= Wad the...haha.

But I feel tt I m quite coward. Haha. Feel lyk giving up easily. Haha. But I noe tis kinda thing wun happen so easily tis time round. I wun sign a withdrawal form n walk out of NP and my course lyk hw I did in JC n get myself stuck at tis phase in life AGAIN. There will always be rough patches lar..must learn hw to adapt n survive lar. I hafta look ahead. Just 2 more wks of academic torture n I’ll get a break frm SCH work for 1mth. Haha. But much is easily said than done. Hang on, hang on...

Calm down...*ohMz*

*我很想放弃，不过我知道我不能。忍着点儿，一切很快就会平息。要相信，会有那么一天*

OMG...wad M i doin here at tis hr...haha..oh well, nvm. =)

Had 3 outta 4 of my pract exams le.

AMB on Mon was horrible. 14 stations, each 3min. Diaoz. Everytime haven walk over to the station alr start timing, den settle down nt long change le. And the qns r lyk testin u on stuff tt u WUN go read or notice wan. Haha...

today did HGD and MSTII. MSTII was lyk 8am in e morn. And Jess overslpt..luckily she gt here in time. The qns were generally ok..but i itchy hand..went to change my method aft i got my ans..and i tink e initial 1 was corr...wad e....yuckz.. As for HGD..the qns also dunno y...i jus cant ans..lyk e whole exam revolving ard Drosophila, e fruitfly. Testin on its mutants and stuffs. Gave us wad silly plain drawing den can ask us identify WHICH mutant lor..wah raoz..lyk got so many lar. There's also another wan, ask us to look thru microscope n guess wad mutant oso, n e fly on my microscope tink almost awake frm e medi..start to move n wanted to fly off lor..=.=

E worst station is actually e 1 tt we r supposed to pull e fly lava apart by using tweezers n needle and isolate e salivary glands lar. And we hav to hav it INTACT. Diaoz! We r lyk onli given 3 lava to try lor. My 1st 1 failed. 2nd one was ok, managed to get the glands out wif abit of e head la. Den tcher dun accept. wanted me to clear the excess fat and head n stuff. So, i tried. guess wad, e glands clumped up n i hafta redo. Diaoz. By den, every1 almost done le. I sighed, n try again. Finally, i got it, but he commented e glands r detached n not intact. I mean, wah raoz, so hard to keep it intact la. Somemore he want it so clean. =.=

Anyway, last pract test is immuno test, n got alot to read up. Siaoz. Haven start also. Aft tt maybe goin to trim my hair wif tiff. C hw 1st baz. haha. Just nw went to take passport sized foto. Look dumb. hahaz.

Tml hafta b in sch by 9.15am. Meeting EM pple at Lt26 discuss technical stuff for SAG PP. So early. Den gonna try study in sch for pract test. And finally 5pm lyk tt meet family concert pple for meeting. Haiz. Bz bz..bz till i neglect so many tinks...

Oh yar, tis sat goin for tt yellow ribbon walk..from bishan all way to pasir ris i tink..ard 7+ gotta b there or 8 to assemble..den end ard 12..maybe goin for tok at suntec..aft meeting JJ. Sianz. Gotta start studyin if can le..next fri start exams le...my aims arh...aiyoz...

*demoralised cow*

I needa a genie...

Tml's a long day...sheesh...

*How much does it cost to buy time...? I wanna buy...*